Title: Online Agony
Author: Angel Eterno
Rating: NC-17
Content: Slash
Disclaimer: Characters don't belong to me. They belong to WWF and Titan Sports. No copyright infringement intended.
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The WWFSML list member was bored ... very bored. After having gone through all the fics and posted replies, things seemed a little slow out there in Cyberland. Uninterested fingers jabbed periodically at the keyboard, scanning the odd web page that might be of interest. Finally the member sighed and fired up AIM. No friends currently on-line ... Well, might as well keep it up there anyway, someone might pop up. The restless fingers darted back to the music WebPages that had just finished downloading, maybe there might be something there of interest.

Mind drifting around in circles, the shrill ping of AIM startled her mind back to awareness. At last - somebody to chat to - and somebody who obviously wanted to chat to her ...

Eagerly she dashed to the AIM icon - there was somebody there, but it wasn't a name she recognized from her buddy list. Must be someone from the WWFSML list though as not long ago she'd issued an invite to chat along with her AIM name to whoever might be around. She smiled her amusement at the screen name.

RedHotJay Hi!

ListMember Hi!

*she couldn't think who it might be, but guessed it was either male or a Christian fan*

ListMember Nice to see someone else awake

ReHotJay Hah! I can't sleep actually ...

ListMember Oh dear - why's that?

RedHotJay Things on my mind

ListMember Nothing too worrying, I hope

RedHotJay Well - just something I gotta sort - and can't get my head around right now

ListMember I see

*how interesting, wonder if he/she'll tell me what it is*

AIM was quiet for some 5 minutes. RedHotJay was obviously still on, but not inclined to talk any more. The List Member felt slightly peeved. It had been starting to sound interesting. Perhaps she might persuade him/her to talk some more - without being too obvious.

ListMember Is it anything anyone else can help you with?

*hopeful*

RedHotJay Nah, not really

*SHIT!*

Another 5 minutes AIM silence. ListMember was about to give up, sign off and go to bed when the ping popped up again.

RedHotJay I've been a total asshole ...

*sits up straight in chair - curiosity piqued ... maybe she would find out more after all*

ListMember Whatever have you done?

RedHotJay Well... basically I've been screwing around and my boyfriend's found out and dumped me.

*must be a girl then, one with boyfriend problems*

ListMember Oh I see ... maybe you could persuade him he was mistaken ...

RedHotJay No mistake - he came in and found us

ListMember Maybe you could tell him it was a one-off, the guy had spiked your drink and you were drunk and didn't know what you were doing ...

RedHotJay Nah - that won't work either - you see, there've been others and all along he knew all about them ...

ListMember Others? How many others??

*shit! maybe she shouldn't have typed that last bit - it sounded a little condemnatory ...but the

topic was getting ever more fascinating*

RedHotJay At least 10 ...

ListMember Ten!! You have been busy ...

RedHotJay Yeah, kinda ...

ListMember You must get tired too ...

*she sniggered to herself, she couldn't help that last bit - it shot out of her keyboard before

she could stop it*

RedHotJay LOL

*she shouldn't have typed that, maybe she'd gone too far and scared her off*

ListMember I'm sorry - I shouldn't have made that last comment :(

RedHotJay That's OK - it made me laugh - and yeah, it does get tiring sometimes, but I can't help it - I just love sex

*don't we all*

ListMember Well it does have its good moments ;-)

RedHotJay And I like a variety of partners. You've probly guessed by now I'm a guy, and I'm gay

*WTF??? No she hadn't realized that, she'd thought she was chatting to a girl - more and more

interesting...*

ListMember No, I didn't

*come on, come on, tell me MORE!!!*

RedHotJay It doesn't bother you talking to me?

ListMember Not really, I find you interesting. To be truthful, I find guys doing guys VERY interesting ;~)

RedHotJay I would have thought so - that's why you're on this list ;)

ListMember One thing I've been wondering is, when we write the fics, do we write it all correctly? Or are some of the things impossible flights of fancy?

RedHotJay LMAO!! Well it all depends on the guy, I guess. I've done all those things and some more.

ListMember Really?

*tell me, dammit, tell me!*

RedHotJay My ex-boyfriend really taught me most things ... I'd never been with another guy before him. He was really gentle and took things real slow so as not to hurt me. It hurt like hell at first of course, but once he was deep inside me he'd give me time to relax before thrusting inside me. It was all so slow and erotic and loving. He refused to allow himself to come before me - he wanted each and every time to be special - and it was; and when we did cum it so hot!

*ListMember tugs slightly at her blouse, the computer room was getting a bit stuffy* ListMember Yes, it does sound rather ... hot

*she had to keep encouraging him*

RedHotJay Then another guy showed interest in me - I can't say his name but he's big, really, really muscular and built with long blond hair. Well, he wasn't so considerate. In fact he hurt me quite bad. The way he'd dig his massive dick inside me like the only thing he cared about was himself and his orgasm - needless to say - it wasn't that satisfying until he took pity on me afterwards and did it again - this time jacking me off at the same time. But there was no care or consideration there ...

*ListMember undid the top 2 buttons of her blouse - the temperature seemed to be rising in this humid night* ListMember I guess not, obviously he wasn't as nice as your boyfriend ...

RedHotJay The next one was nicer to me - he was big too - with long red-brown hair and loads of tattoos all over his arms. But he was forever worried his brother might come in and catch us ... so everything was always over in a hurry ...

ListMember That's too bad ...

RedHotJay The next one was nice, he was sweet. He had long brown hair too, and a moustache. He shaved it once and looked a lot younger, but he was better with it. He was unsure about the whole business - his first time and all that - and y'know what kids are like about wanting their comforters in times of stress? Well this guy brought along a mannequin head! Well I didn't fancy that sitting in the corner staring throughout out sessions - so I finished with him after just 2 fucks ...

ListMember A mannequin head - well that's different ...

RedHotJay The next guy was rougher - he kept insisting he was straight but I could see right through him. Kept telling me he had to teach me a lesson for being gay - and if I allowed him to beat me I'd become 'normal' - then he'd screw me anyway -huh! Well he used to whack me but I never really was into that kinda brutal thing too much - so in the end I told him where he could shove his kendo stick!

ListMember That's right - you don't want that kind of thing...

RedHotJay Nah - well I chose better next time. I didn't want to be dominated. So I chose a young guy with multicoloured hair. He was real cute. He'd cuddle up to me, kiss me unexpectedly - and what he could do with his mouth - shit that was red hot! Whenever he put his lips round my dick and slowly licked up and down it I'd almost faint with pleasure - and when he sucked - he was like a fucking vacuum! He'd let me do anything to him, we fucked in every which way you can imagine, in any place at any time. But I got bored with him in the end - he was just too sub ...

*It was getting even hotter ...* ListMember He sounded good fun while it lasted though ...

RedHotJay Yeah - I still see him sometimes when I need a quick blow-job ...

Phew! ListMember Mmmm ...

RedHotJay Then I took up with his older brother - he was too serious though - so that never really took off the ground hardly - one fuck and it was all over ...

ListMember Obviously not quite your type ...

RedHotJay The next guy was. He had long blond hair and talked a lot, normally about himself. He was also in a Metal band and sang real good. We used to go to gym together and the first time I saw him come out the shower he had on nothing but a skimpy towel round his waist - well I nearly cum there and then looking at him. His hair was wet and dripping, and the water was clinging to his skin in a glistening sheen. He didn't say anything, but his blue eyes said everything. Well I just pushed him back in that shower and against the wall - and shit was he ready for it. He was practically moaning and groaning before my dick got anywhere near him - and I only needed to pound into him a few times and he came all over my hand. He was tight as hell and it felt so good. I wonder whatever happened to him ....

Fuck! This was as good as some of the stories - he was certainly living up to his AIM name! 5 minutes AIM time goes by

RedHotJay Are you still there?

ListMember pulls herself together, kicking discarded panties under desk ListMember Er - yes - im shtil here

RedHotJay I'm sorry - am I boring you?

Sits up straight again in a panic stabbing fingers hard on the keys ListMember No - NO!! Please carry on ...

RedHotJay Next was a little Japanese guy. He was eager and cute - but I think he had a complex about the whole thing - after we'd done it he would hang his head depressedly and claim he was evil ...

ListMember Poor thing!

RedHotJay So you see, I've been a bad boy and that's why my boyfriend has left me for another guy L

ListMember does a quick bit of calculation ListMember Hang on - that's only 9 - you said there were 10 ...

RedHotJay Oh yeah, how could I forget the last one? It was only this evening. He was relatively new to our little group. He's got long dark red curly hair - and acts real brooding and depressive. There's something about him I find completely irresistible, despite the fact I'd told myself not to do any more guys and cheat any more - I couldn't help myself. He was another shower conquest - I'd been coming onto him but thought he wasn't interested - when suddenly he showed up outside my shower wearing nothing but a massive hard-on. He was fucking incredible and I never got so thoroughly fucked in my life ... he was like the first one but without the savagery. My only concern was that after he'd done it he might say "nevermore" ... but he didn't - he seemed quite satisfied and suggested we do it again sometime.

ListMember He sounds good

RedHotJay Yeah - he is - and that's when my boyfriend showed up with his new "partner"

ListMember So what are you going to do now?

RedHotJay I don't think I can do much ... I was in the wrong and he caught me. Not only that but he'd been looking for an excuse to dump me coz he's found someone else. And guess what - I haven't fucked his someone else - someone I've actually missed out on!

ListMember You must be slipping ;-)

RedHotJay LOL! Yeah, I must be. Maybe I should teach my ex-boyfriend a lesson and screw his new partner - I know he finds me attractive.

ListMember Well, if you did that you'd NEVER get your boyfriend back.

RedHotJay No - I wouldn't, would I?

ListMember So are you going to give up or are you going to try and get him back one more time d'you think?

RedHotJay I'm not sure ...

ListMember Do you want him back? Or would you rather just have fun with loads of different people with no strings attached?

A couple minutes silence ensues as RedHotJay thinks this over RedHotJay I'm not sure ... I DO love him, I think ... but when it comes to sex I just can't seem to help myself ...

ListMember You're going to have to think about this, you know

RedHotJay Yeah, I know. What do YOU think I should do?

*shit - Lil Miss Agony Aunt to the rescue... *

ListMember You said you loved him ... you need to ask yourself how you'll cope knowing you can't see him and have sex with him anymore ...

RedHotJay We've been together for years - I already feel empty without him ...

ListMember There you have your answer, I think

RedHotJay I think you're right ... I would try to give up the others ...

ListMember Maybe you could ask for one more chance, tell him you'll give up all the others

RedHotJay I think I'll do that! Tha0s a bfilli&ant id*a ...

*he was obviously getting excited at the other end judging by the number of keyboard errors.

ListMember wondered who he really was from the list*

ListMember Yes, I would, I'd do that ... you never know - this time tomorrow you might be telling me you're back together again :)

RedHotJay Yes midht bbe - I go,mma tell edge riht when I get off th8s ciputer, and tell raben im not seeing h8m any m,ooore. Must dash bye!!

RedHotJay signed off 4.32am ListMember stared at the last message on her screen, eyes wide with amazement - his typing had

obviously gone shitty in his excitement, but she could make out the words - and had he typed what it

looked like? The names sure looked like Edge and Raven - so RedHotJay must have been ..........!!!!

OH SHIT!!!

Shaken ListMember signs off AIM and closes down her computer.