Title: Never Love You Enough

Note: This fic is *EXCLUSIVE* to Jay-Reso.com

Author: Nevaeh

Rating: NC-17

Content: M/M Slash

Disclaimer: Characters don't belong to me. They belong to WWF and Titan Sports. No copyright infringement intended.
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"UGH!" Jeff groaned, sprinting out of the rain onto the safety of his covered porch. "Just what I wanted... to be cold and WET! Like I wasn't miserable enough already?"

It was late, and Jeff wanted nothing more than to just lay down and die. Not literally of course... he had just been working harder than usual lately and was feeling rather beaten up. Everything hurt and he just wanted to curl up into a ball in his own bed and sleep for as long as he could.

He turned the key in the lock and was greeted with the mingled scent of rosewood and juniperberry and the warm glow of candlelight.

Jay immediately took his bag from his hand, casting it to the side. He planted a quick kiss on his lover's lips.

"Ja..." he started to protest.

Jay pressed a finger to his lips. "Shhh." he said, closing the door behind Jeff. "I know how hard you have been pushing yourself lately. You're tired, and I can see just by the way you're walking how sore you are. Let me take care of you tonight."

Jeff thought about telling Jay how he just wanted to crawl into bed, but one look into Jay's eyes silenced him. It was apparent how important doing this for him was.

"First things first. Let's get you out of those wet clothes."

Jeff simply smiled as Jay guided him to the couch and urged him to sit down. Jeff inhaled deeply of the woody, fruity scent that filled the house. He looked around.

"That's a lot of candles, man. I thought Bath & Body Works quit carrying that "Touch of Romance" line."

"They did, but..." Jay shook his head. "Shush you. No more talking. Just relax. "

Jeff shrugged his shoulders and leaned his head back into the couch.

Jay removed his shoes, the big black clunky boots that he wore with everything, and placed them and his socks next to the couch. Jay's hands traveled up Jeff's legs, coming to his waist to undo the buttons of the skin tight faded denim covering Jeff's lower half. He pulled the hem of the body hugging white tank top Jeff wore up over his stomach before leaning into his ear.

"Lean forward," he whispered.

Jeff sat up, allowing Jay to slide his shirt up over his arms and head. Jay's hands moved to the back of Jeff's head, releasing his hair from the elastic band confining it. He combed through it lovingly with his fingers, splaying the beautiful blue and purple stands across the silky flesh of Jeff's shoulders.

Jay positioned himself with one knee on either side of Jeff's thighs, straddling him. He lifted Jeff's chin with his finger, bringing their faces together, their gazes meeting.

"I love you so much, my angel." Jay whispered against Jeff's mouth before pressing his lips to Jeff's.

The words I love you escaped in a soft breath from Jeff's lips. Jay's hands skimmed across Jeff's shoulders and up and down his arms, coming up and across his shoulders onto Jeff's chest. He let his fingertips graze lightly over Jeff's chest, reveling in the duel sensation of warm flesh and soft hair.

"As nice as THIS is," he ran his palms over Jeff's hardening nipples, "it's not what I have in store for you tonight."

Jay stood up and held out his hands to Jeff. Jeff groaned and reached out to lace his fingers into Jay's, and allowed himself to be pulled up.

"Trust me. You'll thank me later." Jay smiled.

Jay traced a random design, starting at Jeff's navel and working his way down to Jeff's hip and around to his back. He looped his thumbs into the waist of Jeff's jeans and boxers and eased them slowly over his hips and down his thighs. Jeff balanced himself on Jay's shoulders as Jay knelt down to lift his feet, one by one, and remove what remained of his clothes.

Jay stood up and nuzzled his lips against Jeff's neck for a moment before whispering into his ear.

"C'mon."

He led Jeff by the hand into the bathroom.

The bathroom was filled with the same rosewood and juniperberry scented candles. Jeff looked over at the old claw foot bathtub that was nearly overflowing with bubbles.

"Well, what are you waiting for? Get in."

Jeff smiled as he lowered himself into the warm water, the silky texture of the bubbles gliding across his skin.

"It's not too cold is it?" Jay inquired as he lifted Jeff's hair and laid it over the back of the tub.

"Nope. Perfect. Absolutely perfect." Jeff sighed contentedly as he allowed himself to sink even lower, bringing the water up to his chin.

Jay sat staring, awestruck by the beautiful creature that rested before him. Amazed that Jeff was his. A smile warmed his features.

"What are you smilin' at?" Jeff asked, sounding much more relaxed now than he had just a few minutes ago.

"You. I love you so much, Jeffrey, and I am thankful every day that you came into my life. If I tried for all of my life I would never be able to show you how much I love you. It would never be enough."

Jeff looked into Jay's eyes.

"I love you too I say , and just knowing that you will be there each night when I go to bed and each morning when I wake up is all I need."

Jay cradled the back of Jeff's head in his hand, pulling his face close and kissing him slowly, gently, passionately, trying to place all his love into that one kiss. He pulled away, leaving them both breathless.

After a moment Jay spoke.

"Now... back to what I brought you in here for."

Jay retrieved a washcloth and liquid soap from the floor next to the tub where he had placed them earlier. He drew the cloth through the water before squeezing a generous amount of the soap onto it, lathering it up.

The floral aroma wafted to Jeff's nose as Jay washed him. Roses. Jeff laid back and closed his eyes, allowing himself to become completely relaxed as Jay thoroughly and lovingly washed every inch of his beaten, fatigued body. Jay gave extra attention to the spots that he knew were sore, being extra gentle where he needed to be, and massaging in just the right places.

"Sit up." Jay placed his hand on Jeff's back, motioning him up. "Lift your head."

Jeff looked up towards the ceiling and soon felt warm water being poured over his head, wetting his hair. Jay squirted the champagne scented shampoo into his hands, working it into lather before placing his hands into Jeff's hair, his fingertips massaging Jeff's scalp. Jay watched as the soap and water combined and ran smoothly down Jeff's back, disappearing into the water after reaching his waist.

The combination of scents was intoxicating, the warm water and the feel of Jay's hands on his body was numbing... Jeff felt wonderful.

"Mmmmm... This is so nice. I really needed this. Thank you."

"Oh, I'm not done with you yet, baby." Jay smiled as he titled Jeff's chin upwards again to rinse the shampoo from his hair.

Jay walked over and grabbed a big fluffy red towel and held it open for Jeff. Jeff pulled himself from the water and stood up, letting the water and the remaining bubbles slide down his lean, muscular form.

"Beautiful" Jay whispered unaware that he had done so.

Jeff smiled as he stepped out of the tub and was wrapped up in the soft luxurious towel. Expert hands made quick work of drying him off before sitting him down to brush his hair. Jay sat the brush down and started for the doorway, looking back at Jeff and nodding his head in the direction of the bedroom.

Jeff chuckled lightly to himself as he got up, pulling the towel tightly around him, and followed Jay.

The bedroom was lit only by candlelight as well, and soft music drifted through the air. The bed was covered in deep red satin and hundreds of white rose petals.

Jeff's breath caught in his throat.

Jay took Jeff by the hand and guided him to the bed, laying him down on his stomach. Jeff lay down, crushing the rose petals and releasing their fragrance into the room.

Jay grabbed a bottle of rose-infused massage oil and poured the liquid into his hands, rubbing them together to warm it before going to work on Jeff's back. Jay began at Jeff's neck, moving on to his shoulders, making his way down and back up Jeff's arms. He worked on Jeff's upper back, his fingertips kneading out every last bit of tension in Jeff's muscles.

"Mmmmmmmmmm. YOU have NO idea how wonderful that feels." Jeff whispered.

Jay said nothing, smiling as he grabbed the bottle of oil, warming more of the floral slickness between his palms.

His hands slithered across Jeff's lower back, coating his muscles with the warm oil. Jay pushed his fingers gently into Jeff's flesh, then pulled them back out, drawing out all of the pain, the stress, the fatigue.

Jay noticed Jeff's breathing quickening, his soft moans coming more frequently. Jay hadn't intended the evening to go this way, but who was he to disappoint his lover? This night was about giving Jeff whatever he wanted, whatever he needed, and Jay intended to do *just* that. If Jeff has asked him to pull down the stars from the sky, Jay would have found a way to do it.

Jay grinned wickedly as he picked up the bottle and squeezed it in a random pattern directly over the small of Jeff's back, watching it leave a wet trail down the cleft of his ass. His finger followed the liquid, spreading the fleshy globes apart, the faintest touch grazing Jeff's entrance.

Jeff's hips rose slightly off the bed, encouraging Jay to proceed. He was completely at ease, totally relaxed, and Jay easily slipped two fingers into him, scissoring them to further loosen the muscles. Jeff pushed himself back onto Jay's hand.

"More... Jay, want *you*," he panted, the desire dripping from his words.

Jeff whimpered as Jay removed his hand, standing up and quickly shedding the jeans and boxers that he was wearing. Jeff spread his legs apart and pulled himself up onto his knees, his arms crossed under the pillow on which he rested his head, his long blue and purple tresses fanned out behind him, mingling with the stark whiteness of the rose petals.

"God you're beautiful" Jay whispered as he climbed between Jeff's legs. He ran his fingers through the oil that had pooled on Jeff's lower back, stroking himself twice before placing the head of his erection at Jeff's opening. He eased himself into Jeff in one, slow fluid motion, releasing the breath he had unknowingly been holding.

"Oooh yeah..." Jeff hissed as he began to rock his hips back and forth quickly.

Jay leaned onto Jeff's back and whispered into his ear,

"No, not like that, not tonight. I want to make this last all night."

He pulled Jeff's earlobe into his mouth, lightly biting the soft flesh, rewarded with a pleasure filled moan. Jay leaned back up on his knees and holding onto Jeff's hips, he slid himself in and out of his lover with long, slow strokes.

Jeff's head began to thrash about on his pillow, his hips fighting a losing battle with the strong hands holding them in place.

"Pl.. Please Jay" Jeff begged when he couldn't stand it any more.

Jay quickened his pace, his thrusts becoming quicker, stronger. His hands fell from Jeff's hips, allowing Jeff to mach his every movement.

"Oh baby... so tight.... So... perfect " Jay rasped.

His hand reached under Jeff and sought out Jeff's cock. He gathered the sticky fluid oozing from its tip into his hand and began to stroke the velvety steel, mimicking the rhythm of his thrusts.

Jeff's fists clenched at the sheets below him, unable to wait any longer.

"Oh yes... Oh Jay... Jay" he mumbled incoherently as his release shot from him in hot, thick white spurts, spilling over Jay's hand and onto the bed below him.

Jay threw his head back, his golden mane cascading down his back like a waterfall, crying out Jeff's name as he climaxed deep in his lover.

Jay slipped out of Jeff and rolled over onto his back, pulling Jeff close to him.

They lay there together, silent, basking in the glow of the love they had just shared, listening to the rain falling against the window and the song that was playing on the radio.

Jay toyed with a purple strand of Jeff's hair.

"That's true ya know" he whispered.

"Hmmm?"

"The song, all of it, but especially the last part. I could never love you enough, Jeffrey."

Jeff nestled himself even closer to Jay, smiling as he wrapped Jay's arms tightly around himself.

"You already do Jason, you already do."