Title: My Hunger
Part 5
Author: Sarah
Rating: R
Disclaimer: Characters don't belong to me. They belong to WWF and Titan Sports. No copyright infringement intended.
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Yet I did not wait, I could not, to scared, terrified, I had to escape, leave the presence of this Gangrel. I fled over the damp grass, running though the night, escaping into the darkness. My mind racing, emotions, feeling, images bursting though me. The smell that had drawn me, spoken whispered to my soul, I was leaving. Leaving my angel, and Gangrel, the vampire that scared me away.
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Many moons, shimmering in the nights sky, so many passed, days, weeks, each night I returned. Not like before, never entering, slipping though his open window. No, outside I stayed, hiding, cowering behind the tree, hiding from his site. I watched, my blue eyes, gazing longingly upon his form, I stared on, watching him, searching, waiting for me.
his naked frame, leaning against the wooden of the window, only his waist up revealed. He stood, the breeze, filling his hair, giving it life, sending it flying around his dead. Sadness filling his face, eyes searching, pleading me to return.
I watched, a single tear of crystal water, slipping from the ocean of his eyes, falling, gliding down his cheek, tumbling to it's death below.
Each night I watched, viewing from my distant tree, hidden, escaping his eyes, yet I saw all. The tear falling down from his cheek, I witnessed, my heart lurching with pain. Our connection, time together, so short yet so powerful, it drew us together, connecting us for eternity.
I knew, felt it deep inside, he wanted me to return, begging to feel me close against him. I knew never could I return, I feared for him, my angel did not know, that I could not stop. Once I began drinking from him again, I could not control myself, his taste so powerful, the sent, the feeling, it would take me over, control me.
I would draw until my angel no longer breathed, until I had stolen all life from him.
I could not do that to my angel, I could not hurt him. So here I hide, behind my tree, watching him search for me.