Title: I'm Already There
Read the sequal My Everything
Author: Ravenica Rose
Rating: NC-17
Content: m/m, sappiness, SMUT
Disclaimer: Characters don't belong to me. They belong to WWF and Titan Sports. No copyright infringement intended.
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"Hello?" Jay breathed through the phone, holding his four year old daughter Hope on his hip.
"Hey baby..." a familiar southern accented voice said on the other end. And of course, it made Jay's heartrate accelerate and his breathing quicken, just like it always did.
"Jeff!" he said happily, but already Hope was grabbing for the receiver, hearing her other daddy's name. "I wanna talk ta daddy..." she whined.
"I just wanted to hear your voice again..." Jeff said, sadness apparent in his voice.
"Ohh....Jeffy...I miss you so much...." Jay said, not wanting to sound sad because he knew it would upset Hope.
"I love you..." Jeff whispered.
"I love you more..." Jay said in reply right before Hope jerked the phone away from his ear.
HE CALLED HER ON THE ROAD
FROM A LONELY COLD HOTEL ROOM
JUST TO HEAR HIM SAY 'I LOVE YOU'
ONE MORE TIME
AND WHEN HE HEARD THE SOUNDS
OF THE KIDS LAUGHING IN THE BACKGROUND
HE HAD TO WIPE AWAY A TEAR
FROM HIS EYE....
"Daddy!" she shrieked into the phone.
Jeff smiled despite the tears that were streaming down his cheeks. It was so hard, being so far away from his family, when he was accustomed to having them travel with him. But Jay had hurt his back and taken time off, and went to stay at their home in North Carolina, taking Hope with him.
"Daddy...we miss you....when we gonna see you again?" Hope asked him in her little voice, Jeff having to strain to hear her.
Jeff thought hard for a minute, trying to decide how to answer her question. And then he remembered some sappy song that someone he was hanging around at the arena had been listening to.
"I'm already there, baby." he whispered to her.
A LITTLE VOICE CAME ON THE PHONE
SAID 'DADDY WHEN YOU COMIN' HOME'
HE SAID THE FIRST THING
THAT CAME TO HIS MIND...
I'M ALREADY THERE
TAKE A LOOK AROUND
I'M THE SUNSHINE IN YOUR HAIR
I'M THE SHADOW ON THE GROUND
I'M THE WHISPER IN THE WIND
I'M YOU'RE IMAGINARY FRIEND
AND I KNOW
I'M IN YOUR PRAYERS
I'M ALREADY THERE
"Whatdoya mean, daddy? You're on the phone..." Hope innocently asked.
Jeff chuckled at her and then sniffled. "I mean, I'm there in your heart. You don't need to look no farther than your thoughts to feel me, Hope...."
"Oh..." Hope said, clearly confused. Jeff smiled to himself and then said, "I mean, no matter how far we are apart, we're always together, okay?"
"Okay daddy." Hope said, seeming to understand this time.
"Can I talk to your daddy?" Jeff asked her sweetly.
"Okay daddy, I love you!" Hope handed the phone back to Jay.
HE GOT BACK ON THE PHONE
SAID 'I REALLY MISS YOU DARLIN'
DON'T WORRY BOUT THE KID SHE'LL BE ALRIGHT
WISH I WAS IN YOUR ARMS
LYING RIGHT THERE BESIDE YOU
BUT I KNOW THAT I'LL BE IN YOUR DREAMS TONIGHT...
"Hey baby." Jay said, putting Hope back down on the floor, scooting her toward the living room. "I miss you..." he said again.
"I miss you too...." Jeff said, his eyes filling with tears again.
Jay heard the tears in Jeff's voice, and it was nearly killing him. "Jeffy don't cry baby...it won't be long and we'll be together again...all of us..you, me and Hope.."
Jeff nodded to himself but didn't say anything.
"Just get some rest, Jeff. You sound like you're wearing yourself out..." Jay said in a soothing voice.
"I'll be alright..." Jeff said, sniffling some more.
"Baby please? I don't want you to make yourself sick or something from not getting enough rest. Just lay down and close your eyes....imagine that I'm there with you....holding you in my arms...kissing you softly..."
AND I'LL GENTLY KISS YOUR LIPS
TOUCH YOU WITH MY FINGERTIPS
SO TURN OUT THE LIGHTS
AND CLOSE YOUR EYES...
I'M ALREADY THERE
DON'T MAKE A SOUND
I'M THE BEAT IN YOUR HEART
I'M THE MOONLIGHT SHINING DOWN
I'M THE WHISPER IN THE WIND
AND I'LL BE THERE TILL THE END
CAN YOU FEEL
THE LOVE THAT WE SHARE
OH I'M ALREADY THERE...
Jeff did as he was told, reaching over and clicking off the bedside lamp. "Okay Jason..I promise I'll get some rest."
Jay smiled. "I love you so much Jeff...don't you ever forget that...."
"Never." Jeff said, smiling as well.
"Goodnight baby." Jason whispered.
"G'night."
Both hung up the phone, smiling fondly, thinking of each other.
"Daddy?" Hope's little voice cut through to Jay's conciousness.
He looked at the little girl that him and Jeff had adopted together scarcely 6 months ago. "Yeah my lil one?"
"Daddy's in here...." she said, pointing one small finger to her chest. "He said that when I can't see him he's in here." She emphasized this by poking herself over her heart.
Tears filled Jay's eyes as he scooped Hope up into his arms. "Of course he is sweetheart....of course he is.." he whispered against her hair, placing a soft kiss to her forehead. "It's time for bed..."
Hope curled up against his chest as he carried her into her room and laid her down in her bed. He leaned down and kissed her goodnight, telling her he loved her.
He pulled the door till it was barely cracked and stood there in the hallway for a minute, thinking still of his Jeff. A minute later he heard Hope's sweet little voice speaking and he strained his ears to hear what she was saying.
"God please take care of my Daddies and let them be together soon." he heard her saying. Jay's heart swelled with so much love for his family that he could barely breathe.
And his prayers were much like his little girl's that night. He slipped off into sleep clutching the necklace that Jeff had given him on his last birthday, praying that Jeff could feel the love between them even though he was miles and miles away.
WE MAY BE
A THOUSAND MILES APART
BUT I'LL BE WITH YOU
WHEREVER YOU ARE...
I'M ALREADY THERE
TAKE A LOOK AROUND
I'M THE SUNSHINE IN YOUR HAIR
I'M THE SHADOW ON THE GROUND
I'M THE WHISPER IN THE WIND
AND I'LL BE THERE TILL THE END...
CAN YOU FEEL
THE LOVE THAT WE SHARE...
OH I'M ALREADY THERE....
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After taking Hope to the preschool he had just enrolled her in the next morning, Jay was sitting on the couch with his legs pulled up beneath him, mindlessly watching the morning talk shows.
A car door slamming brought him to full attention, however, and he looked up as the back door opened and then...
"Hey baby!" Jeff walked in, slinging his bag to the floor.
"JEFF!!!" Jay screamed, running up and jumping into his lover's arms, eagerly kissing his lips.
"Whoa!" Jeff said, amused, as he put Jay back down on the floor from where he'd leapt into his arms.
"Baby! What're you doin' here! I thought you had a show in New Jersey tonight?" Jay said, as he pulled his lover close and hugged him tightly.
"Well...it just so happened that Vince said I was well overdue for a night off...so I took the first plane I could back home to be with my family..." Jeff explained, raining kisses all over Jay's face.
"Ohhhh Hope's gonna be thrilled..." Jay said, smiling so wide that he felt like his face would split in two. "She gets out of preschool at noon."
Jeff looked at the clock and grinned, wiggling his eyebrows suggestively. "Looks like we got some time to kill, then..." With that he swept Jay off his feet and carried him into the bedroom.
"Ohh Jeff..." Jay whispered, threading his hands in Jeff's silky purple hair, loosening it from the bandana that he had on his head.
Jeff grinned as he dropped Jay onto the bed with a bounce. Jay giggled helplessly, totally giddy that Jeff had surprised him by coming home.
Jeff stared down at Jason, his eyes taking on a heated glare. "You're so beautiful baby....even more beautiful than I remembered..."
Jay blushed deeply and chuckled softly, reaching out and tugging Jeff down on top of him. "Always with the flattery." Jay whispered, pressing his lips against Jeff's again, their tounges immediately tangling together, their bodies locked in a loving embrace.
Slowly they reaquainted themselves with each other's mouths again, the kiss turning more and more demanding as moments went by. Soon they were both dizzy and out of breath.
"Daaaaaayyyummmm..." Jeff said, lowly and languidly, his sparkling green eyes turning a shade darker with lust. Jay looked deep into those eyes, the only eyes he ever wanted to look into for the rest of his life, feeling his heartbeat pick up at the love he saw shining through.
Leaning his head down, Jeff started to work on the skin of Jay's neck, licking and nipping at the sensitive skin there, making Jay moan low in his throat. His hands busied themselves with the task of getting Jay undressed, as quickly as possible. He just couldn't wait to taste more of his baby.
Quickly he relieved Jay of his shirt, tossing it unceremoniously aside. His mouth skated down his chest, careful to pay close attention to Jay's nipples, which were one of Jay's most sensitive areas, other than his cock. Soon Jay was writhing beneath him, his hands in his hair, moaning Jeff's name. He unbuttoned Jay's shorts and pulled them down, raising up so he could take them completely off. Jay raised his hips in anticipation as his cock sprung free, shamelessly hard and oozing precum.
A sly smile crossed Jeff's lips. "Commando?" he said questioningly, arching an eyebrow at Jay quizzically.
Jay blushed as he looked down and was once again snared by Jeff's heated glare. "I was hot." Jay explained. Jeff chuckled softly, then without warning leaned his head down and took the tip of Jay's cock into his mouth, his tounge seeking out the hole at the tip and dipping inside to retrieve the salty liquid.
"Oooooooo..." Jay said, his hips bucking up at Jeff. Jeff smiled around his cock, taking it deeper and starting a slow, hard, rhythmic sucking on it.
"HOLY SHIT...." Jay screamed loud, his orgasm building at an astonishing rate, as Jeff slowly increased his pace and suction. "Jeff....baby...I'm gonna.."
Jeff moaned around Jay's cock, sending delightful vibrations throughout Jay's body. That was his undoing. With a primal scream, his back arched off the bed, as spurt after spurt flooded forth from his body and into Jeff's mouth. Jeff was careful not to miss one drop of Jay's cum, drinking it down and wanting more even after it had stopped. He slowly released his cock from his mouth, looking up at Jay, who had his head tossed back into the pillow, still moaning lowly.
"M'God that was..." Jay said, his voice trailing off as he didn't have words to describe how good that was.
Jeff smiled as he slid up on top of Jay's sweaty form, leaning down to share another searing kiss with his lover. Jay could feel himself boning up again immediately. "Mmmm..." Jay whispered, running his hands down Jeff's back, "Looks like someone's a little overdressed here..."
Jeff smiled down at him, and then rolled off and quickly dispenced of his clothes. But before Jeff could get back on top of him, Jay pushed him down flat on his back on the bed, crawling over him and straddling his hips, his ass cheeks rubbing against Jeff's unbelievably hard cock.
Growling low in his throat, Jeff looked up at him, his eyes glittering. "Ohhhh getting a little aggressive, are we?"
Jay flashed him a mischevious grin, and proceeded to reach for the bedside table where they kept their lube. "Prepare me so I can ride you baby.." he said as he reached for Jeff's hand, squeezing some of the clear gel on and rubbing it in.
Jeff felt heat go through his body, causing him to shiver delightfully. Then, Jay raised up a little so Jeff could reach between his legs and find his opening, teasing it a little before slipping one of the slick digits inside. It met little resistance, and Jeff started to slide it in and out slowly.
Jay angled his hips so Jeff would brush his prostate. "OHHH! Right there baby!" he yelled as his eyes slipped closed and his jaw went slack, Jeff hitting his sweetspot on every inward thrust of his finger.
Watching Jay push himself down on his hand was one of the hottest things he'd ever seen...but not as hot as what he knew was to come. He slipped another finger inside of him, making sure he was stretched and lubed enough so he wouldn't hurt him when he entered.
Every time Jay would come down on his fingers he would brush Jeff's cock, driving him nearly insane with need. After a few minutes Jay looked down at Jeff, his blue eyes so diulated that they looked nearly black. "Need you...inside...NOW." he ordered. Another shiver went through Jeff as he removed his fingers from Jay's inner heat.
Jay reached behind him and grasped Jeff's cock, stroking it a few times before guiding the tip to his entrance. And then, making eye contact with his lover, he impaled himself in one quick stroke, Jeff's hips bucking up at the sudden heat enveloping his thick flesh.
"AHHHH!! BABY..." Jeff screamed out, his hands going to grasp Jay's hips to steady him. "So fucking tight..."
Jay gasped in pleasure as the immediate pain subsided and was replaced by an incredible full feeling, the tip of Jeff's cock pressing against his sweetspot and sending a continuous rush of pleasure through him, setting every nerve in his body on fire.
He raised up slightly, then slammed himself back down, delighting in the growling noise Jeff was making for him. Spurred on by this, he started to ride him hard and fast.
"Ohhh Jeffy....you feel so incredible..." he gasped, his cock jutting out even more as he moved. Jeff reached down and grabbed it, squeezing it lightly and then stroking it in time with Jay's movements on his cock. He knew he wouldn't last long...but he wanted Jay to come first.
"Yes...oh GOD...." Jay screamed, leaning forward slightly and placing his hands on Jeff's chest, tweaking and pinching on his nipples. "OH GOD..." He screamed again.
They soon lost all semblance of control, thrusting together in a heated, animalistic way. "JEEEEEEEFFFFFFF!!!" Jay suddenly screamed, as Jeff felt his internal muscles grip him tightly and his cock jump, and then felt the warm rush of his liquid heat spurt out over his hand and stomach.
It was all too much for Jeff to bear. His hips bowed off the bed as he came harder than he ever had in his life, filling Jay's sweet hot tightness in a rush, his screams mingling with that of his lover's.
After a minute, Jay collapsed on top of Jeff, pulling his legs out from underneath him, letting Jeff's cock fall out, and stretching out along the length of Jeff's muscular form. Jeff threw his arms around him and held him tightly, brushing soft kisses on every inch of skin he could reach.
"OH MY GOD" Jay said once more after he gathered his braincells enough to talk.
"That seems to be your favorite phrase..." Jeff said with a little laugh.
Jay turned his head and their lips met in a sweet, soft, kiss. They just drew on each other's breath for a minute, breathing each other in, basking in the aftermath of their lovemaking.
"I dreamed you'd come home today...." Jay said after a minute, laying his head down on Jeff's chest, listening to his lover's heartbeat as it fought to regain its normal pace.
"I couldn't stand another moment without you....or Hope..." Jeff said, smiling sweetly.
"I love you so much...more than I ever thought possible..." Jay breathed out, closing his eyes as drowsiness settled over him like a blanket.
"I love you more..." Jeff said, kissing the top of his head, smiling as Jay dozed off into a light sleep.
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The children were led out of the school in a straight line by their teacher. Jeff stood off to the side, slightly hiding behind a tree, watching as Hope looked around, he knew, for Jay.
Finally he stepped out into her line of vision, reveling in the delighted surprise that crossed the youngster's face. He opened his arms, bending down to one knee, as Hope flew into his arms.
"DADDY!!! YOU'RE HOME!!!" she yelled, kissing him desperately on his cheeks.
"I told you I'm already there..." Jeff said with a smile.
I'M ALREADY THERE